Response to the researcher of” Raising Kids in the United States Today- American Dream Research.” Flier Left attached to the Community Bulletin Board of the Flint Public Library.
Several days have passed and the researcher has not contacted me (by responding to my email) nor seems to be interested in my very successful homeschooled son. I could assume that the researcher is interested in the other stories about Flint, and I could assume the researcher is interested in collecting data of the despair and poverty in Flint to compare with the other set of data from Farmington Hills.
So why do I not let this pass? Why am I sensitive to the issue that the University of Michigan researcher does not want to know the life of a home-schooled teenager that is truly living the American dream? Because it matters, because Flint is more than the simplistic caricatures that has been written all along. Because Flint also has happy endings. Because Flint is tired of been the feeder of researchers and not the beneficiaries of solutions.
I have decided to write this open letter with my opinions which are on one side asking people to change the narrative of misery and on the other to bring light to the challenges we have and work tirelessly and honestly to find solutions.
Based on the information I have found in the world wide webb about the researcher, it appears that she has worked and written on policy and poverty and yet, everything seems very much paper pushing presentations on seminars and beurocratic work in non-profit organizations. Does the researcher understand poverty? At the intellectual level, probably she understands.
That tired me, because I am on the trenches trying to improve the lives of the working poor by renting to people in Flint which is an entire research on human behavior in itself while the bureaucratic machine of public universities like the University of Michigan Ann Arbor use us like animal labs.
As a personal background, I understand the pressure of universities deeply. I know the belly of the beast, for my family in Argentina is full of professors. I am a product of the University Lab School in Tucuman, Argentina while my father was one of the founders of the public television in my home town (which was part of the university system). I married a professor whose first was working in Georgia Tech and now in Flint. I know how universities functions and how the money is used to feed the monster.
But what is painful for me to see is that universities attract the most talent individuals in our society and dilute their talents in a race to write more papers and have more grants to do research that only goes to support the huge university infrastructure. In Flint, we need serious, honest, committed and relentless researchers to do meaningful work, because if no, poor and violent people in Flint get victimized one more time.

I can not stop this researcher from writing about Flint and yet, since my children have been born here I have become that voice that is asking for serious solutions about poverty and youth violence in our city Flint.
I am asking to stop the insanity of the creation of mediocre programs and work in the tedious implementation and egoless evaluation to see what works and what does not. To move from the collecting data and writing soft conclusion to rigorous experimentation that could bring some results.
When you live in a city where the majority of middle class has moved to the suburbs and when you had worked hard as the president of the Mott Park neighborhood Association (did it for three years), and now as a landlord for the working poor, and when you attend the countless meetings that are supposed to help your community but do not, you get the real picture. The incentives are on the wrong place. The incentives are not in solving the complexities of poverty or crime but in keeping feeding the beurocratic machine of an economy of crime and poverty.
In Flint, poverty is an industry that provides jobs to lawyers, jails officers, huge beurocratic institutions, and employees of foundations, university researchers and medical residents that come to Hurley Hospital ER to practice on the the bodies of poor African American Youth, and the list goes on and on ( I know how that residency business work because I was a volunteer Spanish interpreter for the Spanish speaking population at the maternal and child care department at Grady Memorial Hospital in Atlanta, GA).
In Flint, MI there is a disconnection between the problems and the solutions, making the solutions sometimes more problematic than the problems. And the disconnection is the solution of research’s purpose is to learn about poverty but not to change, eradicate of move people to the next social class. And so, for people like me that do not escape to the suburbs after a long day of work at the hospital, health department, jail, law offices is painful to see the double tragedy of poor people in a city as a small as Flint.
Few people care to ask the deep questions, the ones that will risk researchers their long career and tenure. The questions are why there is poverty in Flint? Why there is violence in Flint? What do we do that create this soup that produces such results? Why a city that has so many churches produce so much violence? Why a city that has one of the richest foundations in the world cannot help improve the situation of children in Flint in a consistent and meaningful way that can be measured? Why a city that has so many universities cannot help the illiterate in Flint that one that does not have a chance to go to such universities? Why community colleges have such low graduation levels, especially in the numbers of African American and Latinos?
Why is liberating and dangerous word because asking why will uncover ugly corners. And it will require a humble heart that observes without preconceptions- yes everybody has an understanding and judgment of what poverty is and should be.
To understand poverty this researcher has to do more than “in depth interviews of 70- low-income African –American residents of Camden, New Jersey.” It would be beneficial for this researcher to live next to poor families for a month or six months and have them as neighbors; may then, the researcher will see the things she cannot observe, and maybe, maybe the researcher will understand poverty a tiny bit more.
Why we as a society produce high numbers of drop out students and why as a society we produce high levels of crime in a particular population are complex inquires. It makes us participants of a more interconnected web. We are part of that mess too. not the ones looking for the top down.
Asking why is hard. And the answers would require changes to a lot of the present programs that are a complete failure. Those programs most tend to have a paternalistic approach of “we know better.” Head start is one of them (and my advisor at the University of Michigan who passed away several years ago was a researcher in the field), not because on paper the program is bad but the reality and the implementation is something completely different As the writer of Freakonomics, “Steven Levitt and Stephen Dubner put it so well that children in poverty “Instead of spending the day with their own undereducated, overworked mother, the typical Head Start child spends the day with someone else’s undereducated, overworked mother.” (I had the opportunity to observe that- because I wanted my children to relate with children from other social groups and race so I signed them to SKIP program in our neighborhood. There, I observed countless times the under prepared, undereducated teachers not being able to answer even the simpler questions that curious four year old children ask- like the name of the estates on a map that was on the floor of the play ground of that school which the teachers never learned. Well intended instructors had “high knowledge deficits” (E.D. Hirsch Jr.- the Knowledge Deficit).
Have we asked the poor what they need? Have we? Have schools in Flint have asked the teenagers what they need to learn to find jobs when they graduate? No, we continue selling them the middle class high school degree that from some of the public schools in Flint have zero value despite that the teachers continue making a good salary while blaming the children for not learning.
Poor children in Flint have only two things “brains and time” and we are the ones that waist their hopes of using both over and over. And do not let me start with all the researchers of the University of Michigan School of Public Health that comes here to collect data after data, and the students of the University of Michigan School of Architecture and Urban Planning that come to do graduate research on “changing neighborhoods like Mott Park,” with results that were pathetically disappointing
And if I feel frustrated by the superficiality of the comments and conclusions from researchers how do you think the people that the researcher interviewed feel?
I know how is to use and abuse governmental money. I worked for an architectural company in Atlanta that would go to public housing and do surveys…the tenants in the public housing projects were so hopeful that we would do something. And yet, we were there and paid handsomely to count how many roaches were per bedroom, how many windows were broken, how many burners on the stove were not functioning…
Why are we trying to change poverty giving things to children instead of changing behavior of parents? Because addressing the choices that certain mothers do is taboo. My short experience with rentals could attest that if the single mother has higher expectations for their children, the children do better, and yet who will do a research on that? It is not politically correct, so, we will continue spending money under the light of useless research because it is easy than the kind of research is needed.
Poverty is a serious matter and should be treated like that, because life is unfair and if in the lottery of life a child are born in a family that is poor his challenges at his door steps will be forever.
The researcher seems to be interested in inequality and stratification, and I believe that if we have as a goal to move children out of poverty and treat them like intelligent human being with full potential the implementations at school will be completely different.
Very little things could improve inequality, very little modifications could have tremendous impact, in the life of children in Flint, but that again requires that we care.
For example, children/ in general teenagers of single parents families who come from chaotic backgrounds tend to have problems dealing with anger and conflict management (they have seen most of the time their role models/adults in their lives get angry and shout or hit when under stress or frustrated), so often they get into trouble in the schools. And what public schools do in Flint? They send the students with suspension to home; a home that does not have adult supervision. After several suspensions, these kids are fresh meet to drug dealers, and gang recruiters looking for kids that are bored and with no money. Soon these teenagers are feeders to a life of petty crime, bigger crime, jails and lawyers and judges and the cycle repeats again.
If we ask why, we could create solutions. These are the kids that need school the most. They need to know that adults really care. They need to know that we are here to helped them navigate difficult childhood experiences, but nobody wants to talk in a problem solving mode. We do not talk about teenagers killing teenagers and in the process destroying the fiber of society, one family at the time. But that is what is happing in Flint in the poorest sectors or our society.
Why nobody acknowledge that crime is a taboo subject in families in poverty, and that parents do not want talk about it with their children? Why is that police does not want to educate people in the community about graffiti and the number of gang groups that are in Flint? May be because control of information is job security? Why is that schools in Flint do not have a central data base and when children move from school to school parents and teachers have to start from Zero? Is it because there is no collaboration between charter schools and public schools?
Why is that we never publish in the Flint Journal all the great success of charter schools in Flint that have helped poor families to have the luxury of options, something that middle class does not seem to understand? Maybe because the Flint Journal favor union organized schools (one time when I was the president of the Mott Park neighborhood Association and the International Academy of Flint had been mentioned in the News Week Report as one of the best High Schools in the Country and was not mentioned in the Flint Journal, a group of African American teenagers boys complained to me…”they- the journal never writes anything positive about us in the newspaper.”
Why is that everybody can converse about poverty but nobody acknowledge that money and money earning capabilities is a taboo subject in USA? Why is that money and money literacy is not a subject in the curriculum of what to learn in elementary school, middle school and high school? Is because teachers are not good about managing money either? And why is never a discussion of the correlation between knowledge about money and money accumulation?
Why is that money or pay day offices are close to poor neighborhoods next to pond shops but not banks? And both are legitimate business that take tremendous advantage of poor people?(read please, Broke, USA. From Pawnshops to Poverty, Inc. How the Working Poor Became Big Business by Gary Rivlin).
And why is always more money in the form of grants to collect data (and feed researchers) than into implement solutions that have been successfully tried in other parts of the country like the Harlem Children Zone – http://hcz.org/.?
Why is that with all the billions spent in research there is very little empirical research about poverty? What will happen if children are allowed to discuss money issues in groups’ settings? Will that open the doors to feel free to express the shame they have to be treated like second class citizens because they do not have money? Could they come out with creative solutions better that the ones we design for them? What will happen if schools teach teenagers about entrepreneurial opportunities as part of school curriculum? Could that have an effect on their future? Could children instead of receiving free breakfast receive vouchers and have the opportunity themselves to buy the breakfast…will they have a different respect for money and not dump all the apples in the streets like they do now in front of the school on University Avenue?
If the researcher is interested in the children of Flint? She can go to the International Academy and take some samples there and compare them with another Charter school students like Grand Blanc Academy, Madison Academy or Way Academy located the Flint Cultural Center. The researcher can go to Hurley Hospital and find some families there. Go to Dollar Stores around town and try to find some families or Waltmart. Go to Landmark Food Centers – http://landmarkfoodcenter.com/ and try to talk to the owners and recruit families there. Read the Currier and learn about the black churches and try to recruit there too- http://www.cpsaflint.com/. Go to the Flint Farmer’s Market and try to recruit there. Go to the YMC in downtown and try to recruit there. And if the researcher is interested in the Latino population, she can go to the churches that cater to Latinos in town. Go to “Our Lady of Guadalupe Catholic Church- http://ologflint.org/
The American Dream varies in Flint from area to area, for real state determine part of the destiny. The researcher can recruit families in the Dort Hwy Corridor, the Pierson Rd Corridor-http://www.imagineflint.com/Portals/tempflint/Subarea%20Plan%201%20-%20Pierson%20Road%20DRAFT%2005062014.pdf
The East Side Corridor-http://www.imagineflint.com/Portals/tempflint/Subarea%20Plan%206%20-%20Eastside%20DRAFT%2005192014.pdf
Or the researcher can go to the Miller Road area where people with influence in the daily activities of the city live. Their children go to the new Powers Catholic School -http://www.powerscatholic.org/
But to do a meaningful research, about poverty and the American Dream, the researcher needs to dare to be different.
If the researcher wants to know what people in Flint thinks about the researchers that come to “study Flint,” she could read the comments of these three articles about the University corridor on MLive-1) http://www.mlive.com/news/flint/index.ssf/2015/02/crime_hot_spots_identified_alo.html; 2) http://www.mlive.com/news/flint/index.ssf/2015/03/university_avenue_grant_worker.html, 3) http://www.mlive.com/news/flint/index.ssf/2015/02/university_avenue_corridor_gra.html
But there are some pockets of hope and like the author David Kord Murray and his book Borrowing Brilliance, it would be valuable for the researcher to learn what Esther Duffo is doing about povertyhttp://economics.mit.edu/faculty/eduflo/publications.-
Finally, the American Dream means different things to different people and while upper mobility is one of the marks of the American Dream it is also freedom to choose and for homeschoolers, there is not better country than United States where a minority group like African American are homeschooling in bigger numbers. Why? Because in United States- you can- http://www.theatlantic.com/education/archive/2015/02/the-rise-of-homeschooling-among-black-families/385543/

For now, I will concentrate in a new blog that has more relevance in my live:

TheRaisingofChildren.The LoveFamilyProject

 I have always wanted to write a book about rearing children and this will be as close as it takes. Yes, I am utterly opinionated, but at the same time, the format of writing this blog will give me the opportunity to  clarify some of my thoughts.

For that reason, I have decided to stop the writing on all the other blogs while concentrating in what is going on in my life today. That is my priority.

Yes, I would like to continue with the other blogs about the great and the not so great things of living in Flint MI , but the commitments I have now make me to concentrate in the areas I have passion that are children and raising children to their full potential.

Homeschooling my children has given me the opportunity to spend a considerable amount of time with my then and countless situations for reflection which has opened my mind of subjects to write.

I will not abandon my neighborhood, nor will I stop trying to convince people to move and live in Mott Park because I still believe Mott Park, in Flint Michigan, is one of the best places in United States to have a house and that says a lot.

The Facebook account:  https://www.facebook.com/MottParkFlintMiAGreatPlaceToLive which allows readers to see pictures and have  a vision of how Mott Park on week to week is, and how is evolving.

And last but not least, this are my experiences and my vision of raising children. In a subject clogged with experts, I promise to be truthful to the bad and the ugly, and also to the amazing journey of raising children.

Yes, is November and is the national novel writing month –http://nanowrimo.org. I will not write a novel, but I will write everyday from today November 6th 2013 to November 6th 2014, and see what happen.

So, it is time to start this journey of words, memories, ideas and reflections of what really entails to raise  children in United States in the 21 century.

Wish me luck,

Marta

Talk is cheap in the mouth of 

Sandra Bernhard…plain dirty…

When I read of people like this woman named Sandra Bernhard and her comments about Flint, it makes me sad.

Yes, Flint has been having hard times, but people like her keeps making money of the misery of Flint. We can laugh at all her comments, but the truth is that she is made of the same trash as everybody that profit from Flint, from drug dealers, to absentee landowners, to liquor stores and everybody in between.

When she makes the comments about not allowing pictures of her to be taken in front of her old neighborhood is exactly her shame plastered in the media all around the country that poor teenagers in Flint do not need.

Narcissistic comedians like this Sandra Bernhard fabricates lame excuses why she is not helping Habitat for Humanity in Flint or donating money to buy diapers, or helping rebuild her neighborhood.

The reality is that the majority of people that live in Flint are children in poverty. Can we laugh about that?

Her rejection of Flint and because her status, her comments are words that hurt the most all the teenagers that feel trap in Flint with lousy parents, lousy schools, lousy future and now, lousy Flint comedians.

Why we pay attention to her trashy talks? Please…If I were her, I would try to imagine how is to be poor and live in Flint and have people like her make fun of me…

It would feel like ugly bullish….and that is what she is a bully to this kids that do not have hope and trash keep piling on them.

Good job girl…your comments added to their sense of shame  and rejection because they are poor and from Flint…

I imagine you are very proud…..

The contradictory values of the public and private sector in Flint

A simple example that I experience today describes why things in one sector are doing well while the other sector is doing quite badly.

Today, the French students that were supposed to go to Goodrich High School for a day of music were not able because

today  it became an Snow day.

And so, an alternative was put in place, and the French young musicians were brought to the Flint Institute of Music for rehearsal.

 The Flint Institute of Music (which is an educational institution)  tries to be open regardless of the weather. And that is an interesting story in itself to tell another time.

And so, this morning, while I was leaving the Flint Cultural Center it dawn on me that the Flint Community School was closed…they had an Snow day too. And my question is why?

Is understandable that the decision of not bringing the children when the weather is not appropriate is a sensible approach, but for adults that spend their time seating next to their desks and come to work by driving their cars not taking the school bus; it is an abuse of privilege.

You could say, all other districts are doing the same, and my answer will be, I do not care. This group of failing individuals has plenty of work to do because each minute that pass one child in poverty in our neighborhood is dropping from school.

This individuals have plenty of work to do because public education in Flint public schools is not bad, it is horrendous. The other question will be: How do you know? Your children  are homeschool, and my answer will be because I talk to parents and nobody know better about how things are in school than the customers- the parents.

And so, another snow day comes and goes and in one building of the Flint Cultural Center things happen and in the other excuses are fabricated.

Why do I care? Well, in an impoverish city like Flint, the best way to attract people to live in our city is education, and I feel we are robbed of our money…sound harsh isn’t it? Yes, but the reality is that when I was working as and architect each hour of work was accounted for a project. Somebody has to pay for my time and if the quality of my job was not good, the client will move to hire another company.

That type of transaction made us aware of the power of time and the power of being accountability.

Could you imagine a place where internet is not reliable, and electricity is on and of, or that gas stations do not have gas, or grocery stores do no open when they say they will do it? We count with such order in our lives to do our part, and so we take for granted so many of the details of our lives because they work. How is that so unfair, that a group of citizens in the city do their part while the other does not?

Privatization is not the answer to all our problems, but public entities should be accountable. It is unfair that one sector of the population does its part and the other does not. Why? If they name of the building is Flint Community Schools where is the community?

So to finish, what I imagine of Flint is more parity from both sides the public and the private sector. Because not matter how much we the private sector work, and achieve and failing public sector is pushing us down the entire city.

So, please write letters, and complain because we need change in Flint- NOW.

Dear Governor of Michigan:

This is Marta from Flint Michigan. I decided to share in your Facebook what is happen in Flint with us the residences, so you could understand our challenges.

The real problems in Flint is not crime, nor job or education. All of them are symptoms of a system that is broken to its core.

Flint is a “No town” that is close to business, it repels people instead of attracting. Flint does not understand that for its survival, it needs people. We are the customers that pay the taxes; yet and the level of disinvestment in Flint is atrocious. Why?

The answer is a total disrespect for people, and very low expectations that taints all transactions. There is not good faith, or believe that things will get better. There is lack of problem solving mentality compounded by a lack of imagination to bring solutions. We keep trying the same old same that does not work anymore.

I  want to improve the quality of my neighborhood (http://www.facebook.com/MottParkFlintMiAGreatPlaceToLive) and for that reason I have started buying homes and renting them, and renting to own. That is when my dealings with the City Hall has intensified.

1)    To pay bills at City Hall, it has become a time consuming taks because it is not open 8 hours a day, five days a week. In any other business, “money is the King.” It is the engine that moves your business. As a homeschool mother, and a rental owner of seven houses, I am very busy. I do not have the luxury to play by their rules, and go only  to the hours that they  are open. Governor, I invite to come one day, to customer service at city hall and wait with us in the line. You will feel the frustration of everybody too.

2)    If you want to connect the water in a property, an employee from the water department will come to your house to do it. It cost 50 dollars for the permit, but you have to wait in that particular house for 4 hours because they will not call you. Will you do business with me if I give you such a hard time? You should have been listening to a Baker students that was next to me in the line last Friday trying to put the water in the rental property in her name- “ I am so desperate to finish this degree and go back to Oakland County where I am from…

3)    Since we are less and less in town, the leaders at the city of Flint are raising prices more and more, and so, the new prices for a tenant to change the water in his or her name has escalated to $450.00 for a deposit! Who of the working poor who live in Flint(and have less changes to leave Flint) can afford that?

This attitude of passing the blame of their lack of leadership to us has permeated Flint at all levels for years.. Schools do not teach to poor children, nor care about their future; police does not protect poor people, nor care about angry teenagers that kill each other every week. The city does not serve their customers, nor have any valuable of our time.

This attitude repels people to the suburbs, and other cities, for nobody want to live in a place that make you feel all the range of negative emotions.

What is left and what the city attract in there shady business which are booming, from liquor stores that sells to homeless, to drug dealing that hire teenagers that do not go to school, to uncaring rental owners that live out of town and are in the business of flipping houses.

I know we can do it. Treating people with dignity has been very good for my neighborhood and my business… So the leaders in Flint have to make a 360 change in the way they address the challenges in Flint. We ought to expect the best on every person in Flint because we do not anybody else to come and save us.

Sincerely,

Marta, from Flint, MI

 

“This is an opportunity to increase public safety in our community. This millage could pay for the equivalent of 50 officers and add – yes, add – to our police and fire departments.

Mayor of Flint

Once upon a time there was this idea that children in Flint had no value, so they would go to school and come home without back pack or homework…there were be no expectations for them to be or do anything of value in their day to day life and for their future. There were be not a solid plan of what would happen when they graduate, and if they graduate, for the curriculum at school is useless at best, and the opportunities in the city thanks to the present leaders equal to zero. So these children would wonder the streets of Flint with no direction and a lot of anger.

And there were be election time and the Mayor of Flint would plead for more money from fearful residents of Flint to put more of those angry children in jail with a mileage, that if it pass will bring more police officers and fire fighters in the streets. The  Mayor presenting his argument that incarceration is the brilliant Rhode Scholar solution to control the unruly, the angry, the ignorant, the adolescent that has lost any direction and hope, nor the desire to belong to a city that reject him or her because she is poor and uneducated.

Like Ansel and Greatel, the set up is to make them to waste their time while tempting them with easy money from drug dealing jobs, stealing for pawnshops or taking siding for metal scraping sites, to end up as criminals that feed the Flint industry of crime- the official one of lawyers,  parole officers, and all the insular industry of food, clothing that support the functioning of jails, or in the official language “Law enforcement and Public Safety, and the untrue name of correctional facilities…”

This system starts in the neighborhoods of Flint creepily ends up at the door steps of the City Hall building which houses the Flint Police Department and in front of the City Hall, the Jail…and how creepy it is that the most important buildings that surrounds the executive branch of government in the city of Flint are related to crime….

It is so, so scary for children of limited resources to live in Flint that a father (a neighbor on one of the properties I bought in MP) abandoned his home which has been paying for more than seventeen years to move and start a new life (as a renter) for his younger daughter in Grand Blanc. Having seen enough of the demise of lives of children in Flint, this father’s hope is that something better could happen to his younger daughter. After so much despair, cool selfishness from adults toward children, he had the courage to say no thanks to the city of Flint, not thanks to the schools in Flint, not thanks to the politician in Flint. He knew that by moving to Grand Blanc, his daughter would be out of danger of being killed not only physically but mentally and emotionally.

In Grand Blanc, she would encounter another type of people, people that would expect great things from her- she would have a future. The same child that in Flint, as African American of limited resources, was founded incapable of reading, and was giving an exercise class instead of extra help in reading, is considered in Grand Blanc intelligent and full of potential.

And like a great story, this child that had problems reading and that was receiving poor education in Flint schools moved to the Grand Blanc district and she has special classes and teachers that care and a backpack full of homework to do at home. Of course, she does not want to come back ever again to Flint, the city where the Mayor and all the other officials eat the children’s future. She knows better that Flint is a very scary place for poor children…UHHHHHHH

If you already connected in the neighborhood..

You already know who will be willing to make a little money

On the side dealing dope. You know in the ghetto there always be a whole bunch of young guys without work and without much to do looking for opportunities like this. They see the fancy clothes, fast cars, new sneaker and all that, and they want it. Many of them ain’t got much going on for them at home. If the police rolls up on them they face little penalties because they minors..

 Interviewed with Cash Money Pockets of Crime by Peter K. B. St. Jean

 

So when people in Flint tell you that Devil nights is dangerous and that houses are burning…you will know why… It is because angry adults one time were children in Flint and, nobody,       nobody cared for them, nor the teachers, nor the Mayor of Flint, nor their parents. And now they are burning deteriorated houses to take revenge, to burn their frustrations…

So, it is not Halloween that is scary in Flint. It is the Mayor and his political allies who are the scariest of them all! And from the children of limited resources with no parental supervision.. Flint is a very, very dark hole…a dungeon of not return…

“If you see a bunch of young kids hanging out on the corner when they

 should be in school or when it is too late for them to be out anyway, you know that they done gone wild. You know that they up to no good. At least that is how many drug dealers think. You need bodies to peddle the stuff so here is your opportunity. Sometimes you see them hanging on the corner like in front of a liquor store, a vacant lot or a house, and you already know that they be dealing there. But you see not all of them already be involved. Some of them are looking for that chance….In the same way, a drug dealer can pick young guys on the street corners because they be standing there waiting for something to happen, waiting for an opportunity. So that is how you get them….”

Interviewed with Cash Money  for Pockets of Crime by Peter K. B. St. Jean

UHHHHH, Halloween is not scary, what it is truly scary, it to be poor in Flint..UHHHH…and with no place to go than the liquor stores, dangerous parks, broken sidewalks, slam rental owners, police in big cars that patrolled the streets and find you a suspect…UH HHH Halloween is not scary, it is the politicians that blame your poverty for not making their job and so it goes…. You end up in jail and they end up in Washington feeling very proud of themselves….UHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

 

 

The new Mott Park Teenagers Little Free Library (Number- 2867)  is coming to 919 Frank St.

After observing that several of the teenagers in the neighborhood rarely used the FLL, a series of conversations conducted randomly during summer on Cadillac, Perry, Joliet, Norbert, Nolen and Frank and Dougherty brought to the attention that the FLL around MP do not have much books/magazines that are of interests of teenagers.

And so a group of teenagers decided to organize a FLL and started collecting magazines. If neighbors want to donate, the magazines could be dropped at 907 Frank.

List of Magazines Teenagers want to have in the FLL are:

Discovery Girls

Slam

Sport Illustrated

Baseball America

Teenagers’ graphic novels

Girl’s Life

Skateboarding

GamePro

Nintendo Power

Play station

Popular science

Popular Mechanics

Computer Gaming World

BMX Plus-

Comics- Batman, Spider Man, Wonder Woman, Captain America

Teen Graffiti

 

Thank you for helping this project!

Omid, Arezu, Erick, Nykoreyan

http://www.littlefreelibrary.org/

There is so many interesting pictures …take a pic at http://www.google.com/search?q=public+pictures&hl=en&prmd=imvns&tbm=isch&tbo=u&source=univ&sa=X&ei=1RFmUOSJLIuCyAHPoYFw&ved=0CFYQsAQ&biw=1366&bih=600#hl=en&tbm=isch&sa=1&q=free+little+library&oq=free+little+l&gs_l=img.1.0.0j0i24l9.10966.15802.0.17479.17.13.2.2.2.0.177.1502.5j8.13.0…0.0…1c.1.OoqwdHfjYaw&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.&fp=fa0843734d2fc98e&biw=1366&bih=600

 

Is it the water? Is it the weather? Is it the Light? I know, I make no sense with these questions, but the reality is that cities like any place where human being live have certain concentric energies and attracts similar people for exchange of goods, and services. Cities attract people with money to do transactions in banks and law firms, and governmental offices, but also attract poor people to receive services, in public hospitals, and social services for housing and education.

So what does it make living in a city so  good for rich people but bad for poor children. How is that our city rejects poor children to the point that they kill themselves like rats? Why? Nobody stopped in their path and made them feel worthwhile that killing each other for honor or some inconsequential thing in lives deserve a death sentence? It seems to me that nobody cares in this city because the killing keeps coming …

Public schools do not seem to care much about the epidemic of violence for what I have seem is that  they build more metal detectors and more mistrust on the children that feel nobody is on their side.

There is no week that pass that I am thinking about Antonio. Could we as a society have intervened? I do not know. What I know is that more children are killing each other and the city of Flint seems only frustrated by that….because if this was a real epidemic that is affecting everybody and I mean everybody, we would have seen more urgency to change things around.

I do not know how, but I hope to help stop such epidemic… and soon…

Could you help me, please?

Thanks,

Marta

http://www.mlive.com/news/flint/index.ssf/2012/06/flint_police_have_identified

http://obits.mlive.com/obituaries/flint/obituary.aspx?n=antonio-l-bell&pid=158022143#fbLoggedOut

 

 

Writing the TED prize was a good mental exercise, and it took a painstaking amount of time to translate thoughts and images from my brain into clear American English, for as a dyslexic, I have clear concepts, images, an ideas, but not clear words.

 

Anyway, the writing is done (sent at the last minute 11.59 pm) and yesterday morning, I took my children to weed the playground…and think…yes think.

See, we have the Art in The park festival next Saturday and the park needs to look attractive…when people come to visit our park, I want them to be pleased and impress…and see themselves living in Mott Park.

See, the park is not in complete disrepair, but need so much help! When I collect the weeds, I see the people coming and using the park…and it seems to me that they do not have the urge to clean the park as I have..Why? Are they so used to decay in their lives that this is OK? Is it me that want the park to look like parks in Fenton? Is it me that has higher expectations?

The park has no flower, and yet because the time in which it  was designed for a Flint that was rich, very rich is a magnificent piece of urban design. I am amazed that has lasted so long..and yet, vandalism has paid it visit and some of the tennis course metal walls are broken..and the list goes on and on.

I analyzed and tried to find techniques to motivate a new kind of behavior because everything that I see is passive victimhood type of” well I live in Flint what do you expect,” to complete denial of running around the huge weeds on the stairs coming down the park ( which I removed this morning in my dog-morning walk), “well I am  here for the time being while things get better, or I’m moving to another college soon, or I am going to be famous writing and will be able forget that I come from Flint, bye” to the sick nostalgia “things were better then”…when in reality if you are like me and talk to the seniors…drinking and wife beaters have been in the park forever.. the difference is that churches, and pastors/fathers were doing more community visits to the homes in Mott Park…and the police did not have this detached macho cars to drive around..and there were no TV’s..only the park.

So, I have been thinking that I will do and experiment  to give permission to people to try a different attitude…I will attach signs around the park

Mott Park is In Need of a Lot of  Love

To increase the Mott Park’s Quotient of Love:

  • You have to feel this park belongs to you because it is true.
  • Come and pray and be thankful to have such wonderful place in the city.
  • Come and meditate.
  • Come and play.
  • Come and laugh.
  • Come and weed the gardens.
  • Come and weed the play areas.
  • Come and paint the walls of the tunnel.
  • Come and plant flowers.
  • Come and collect the litter.
  • But most of all come with all your friends to visit the park often

 Because if you love the Park,

The Park will love you

Back

And like magic the Karma of the park will change

The park is waiting for you

With open arms

The Mott Park Lady

After I hang the papers, I will let you know how things turn out…in the meantime look at this jewel that is Mott Park.

 

“Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot,
Nothing is going to get better. It’s not.”
― Dr. SeussThe Lorax

With a sorrowed face our next door neighbor has shared to my husband that they are planning to move to Flushing-a most middle class white suburb in Genesee County.

My husband has brought the “bad news while I was cooking, and asked me for the thousand times why we are staying in Mott Park.”

I answered with the same voice and clarity that I try to show to everybody that is looking at me- this crazy person that I am for staying in Flint when my family could buy a wonderful house in the suburbs and be “like everybody else” happy ever after. Truly?

I answered all the reasonable answers to my husband the engineer, the professor, the one that is supporting me even though he is not very convinced why I am doing this.

Yes, it is nice to live in a place where the house is paid and all the extra income is used for the tens of classes that my family takes at the marvelous Flint Cultural Center (the Flint Institute of Music, the Sloan and the Planetarium, the Flint Youth Theater and the Flint Institute of Arts). And it is nice to live in front of a wonderful park and a river and a university –Kettering University. It is nice to live close to the revitalized downtown Flint and the Flint Farmer’s Market and the Flint Public Library and the University of Michigan- Flint.

But there is something deeper that connects me with Flint and Mott Park and is violence and death and the desperate need to change things. A child that I have never met has been killed in the park in front of my house and that has changed all the equations.

http://www.mlive.com/news/flint/index.ssf/2012/06/14-year-old_antonio_bell_jr_is.html

http://www.mlive.com/news/flint/index.ssf/2012/06/family_friends_call_death_of_1.html

When my children were born (and I have to tell the truth, I desperately wanted my first child to be born in Ann Arbor), things changed forever. I did not want them to carry the horrible shame that people in Flint have for being “this abandoned child from rich parents who have let them rejected and pauper.

I wanted them to be happy to be from Flint because I believe we at birth are given a package with easy, and hard things to work our spiritual path.

Life is this complicated maddening ride that’s takes you places you never expected. I never expected to have the sorrow for the child who die in my park the last Friday before summer school started. Nor I expected him to be the driving force for me to try to do something, for something desperately needs to changed in Flint .

And yet, I am connected to this killed child like I have never been to anybody in Flint because his death is a chilling reminder that somebody somewhere needs to listen to this children. Yes, children that have crossed the threshold of humanity and kill themselves for nothing; children that only understand violence to clean shame, and on and on and on.

I am not poor, nor African American; yet, I know deep in my bones what violence does to a family, to a generation, to a country. I am a child of the sixties and I lived in Argentina during the “Dirty War.” I went to an intellectual university lab-school where numerous teenagers disappeared or where killed by the military-http://desaparecidos.org/arg/. I know what jail and shame does to a family because my uncle Donisio Rafael Fagalde was a lawyer-http://www.geni.com/people/Rafael-Fagalde-Lopez/6000000011605861295 and was sequestered, tortured and  killed by the military July 1st 1975 when I was 16 years old .

And I know what is to be a teenager and be surrounded by secrets, and death and cold violence that is the way you feel when somebody you know disappears, or get killed. I know what is to have your family picture in the newspapers one day, and understand that nobody wants to talk about “that the event,” ever after the second day.

I know what is to go to church, the important church in the city Sunday morning with all the “preppy people and they look at you at this contaminated person …full of mess and blood and death.”

I know how the media and everybody wants to portray crime and violence like two separate groups- one good, the other bad .When in reality things are more complex.

And so, maybe Antonio Jr. Bell is my new voice, teaching me to talk about violence and anger and teenagers.

I know he that in a very crazy, messy inexplicable way, he is helping me to turn Mott Park, on NO at the time.

Marta